The sad truth...

Who is JP?
JP? How do you know about JP?

It doesn't matter. Who is he?
He is ... A friend. A old lover. A fling. He's a man I know from a long time back.

Are you with him?
Am I with him? <laughs sadly> No. I could never be with him. He's in Paris, before that he was in Tunisia, before that Israel, Tokyo, San Salvadore, Quebec, Antigua... before that he was in Sao Paulo.. <resigned> how could I be with someone who's never here?

Do you love him?
Mmm... <smiles> Of course. He's perfect. He's funny, he's smart, he travels, he speaks several different languages, he goes from one corner of the world to the other and manages to always fit right in. And he's gorgeous. Of course I love him.... <sighs> I love him... just like a hundred other girls in this world love him. And he loves me... just like he loves a hundred other girls... <smiles sadly>
I know I can't have him. That's why I want him.
And that's why you shouldn't worry about him.




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